We will adapt.

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?

New England, on retired farmland, or the coast with its wild water crashing on the big rocks.

These are both wild and magic places from my life. I miss them dearly and wither more each day that I can’t be there. My sisters, mom, dad, grandparents, cousins live there. I’m the only one missing and I regret the moments lost with my mom…and dad everyday.

But I did this. I turned my back in anger and left. They said I’d be back with my tail between my legs in three weeks.

I’ve now missed sixteen years of my parent’s beautiful lives.

I don’t think I’ve ever returned anywhere or to anyone with “My tail between my legs.”

I was accidentally pushed aside, invalidated and horribly misunderstood. I was ignored, accused of immaturity; selfish purposes.

So I did what I never thought I could. I left the magic farmland and wild coastline.

I left my family; I miss you all dearly.