We will adapt.

What is your favorite type of weather?

Both times that I’ve been up here I’ve wished for a giant snowstorm. I love being in the snow globe. Being in the snow globe is safe-but too safe, and not warm enough. Today we got 2 1/2 feet, and it really was an actual Snow globe… But all that I could think about was wishing my daughter was there to play in the snow. Fall used to be my favorite season, up here of course. The towering oak trees and maples turn yellow,orange, red, red and yellow.

Maybe I was never meant to leave this place. He stole 23 years of my life away, and who knows how much time has been allotted to me.

I loved him.

I still love him.

But we cant be together outside of the storm. It may be true that the heart grows fonder with distance, but as we drove away I hated him more every mile that took me away from my children.

I love him.

My favorite season? My 20 years of marriage. But thats over now. Together we were a hurricane, and hurt our children and each other over and over again.

I love him.

I said No more.

My favorite season? I hope its close to come, because right now it just seems like there’s a giant, hot sandstorm surrounding me on every side.

I don’t like this season. This season sucks.